Pez on my mind
My little kitty girl
Hey there~
Just wanted to drop a line – say Hi.
I know I’ve been MIA lately. If I may just spill a minute or two… there’s been a lot of unexpected and sudden events/changes happening around here lately – and adding to the other life altering changes that’s happened in the past 2 years – the type of and differing severity of them, in recent and distant past - have kinda all accumulated into the past month or so.
I’ve realized this past week – I’m not the same person I was this time last year.
This girl – who really feels generally and soulfully happy when she’s got a routine and stability – hasn’t had much in the past 2 years. (Not trying to spill a pity party – just fact) And I’ve hit my limit. I can’t avoid it or even know how to run from it. (Trust me I’ve tried) This transformation from who I was to who I am now – like having the wind knocked from me and I ‘come to’ on the ground like “what the heck just happened/is happening?”
that’s where I am…. and why you’re not hearing from me. I have so much to learn… SO SO much to learn. Actually – I’m mostly upset with myself that I haven’t applied all that I’ve learned.. yea.. that’s really what’s going on here.
meh… enough of that…
Please take a good look at the picture of my kitty girl Pez. Something medical been going on with her lately (with both of us actually); we haven’t figured it out yet… Our vet and Peter and I are working on finding a solution. (I’m working on trying to just let it go.. knowing my little girl is in good hands – seen and unseen, mostly unseen) Who knows… She’s 14. She’s lived her life being very loved. She is my heart. If you’ve met her or been around her – Please send her your loving thoughts. I know she can feel them.
She says meow. (that means thanks) This is a picture I took of her Thursday morning when I was just getting up – she sleeps in the window sill next to my bed.. with the curtain drawn but open enough where she can see me when I wake up… Love my little Orange Tabbycat.
I say thanks too.
Hope your having a great holiday weekend!!!
xoxo
Kerilyn and Pez
Kerilyn ~
Also, I wanted to tell you that you’re a really good writer!
I will say a prayer for Pez to get better.
I know what you mean about your whole existence being turned upside down….mine has been, also. Haven’t had any work for the last 2 weeks (thus, NO income), but got a small project to do this coming Wednesday. Feels like a drink of water after being in a desert for 2 weeks! Ahhhhh!!!!
Keep praying & keep plugging away! Everything always works out well in the end.
Love ya,
Michelle